My Destined Path

2009-06-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

(L)

2009-06-03T03:48:00.000-07:00

For pride's sake, i threw _______ away.
I chuck _____ away so nicely this mask I wore since ______ 's actually feeling right.
Now that I've realized it's misfitting, what should be done?
I decide that it's time I really have things back in my life again.
I'm awfully sorry.

For all the things I've fault, I apologize with all my heart.

Rainbow Veins

2009-05-15T09:21:00.000-07:00

High rise, veins of the avenue
Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue
Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you
Street lights glisten on the boulevard
And cold nights make staying alert so hard
For heaven's sake, keep me awake so I won't be caught off guard
Clearly I am a passerby but I'll find a place to stay
Dear pacific day, won't you take me away?
Small town hearts of the New Year
Brought down by gravity, crystal clear
City fog and brave dialogue converge on the frontier
Make haste, I feel your heartbeat
With new taste for speed, out on the street
Find a road to a humble abode where both of our routes meet
The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow
The feeling of letting go, I guess we'll never know

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cuz your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone

Your nerves gather with the altitude
Exhale the stress so you don't come unglued
Somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood
Wide eyed, panic on the getaway
The high tide could take me so far away
VCR's and motorcars unite on the Seventh Day
A popular gauge will measure the rage of the new Post-Modern Age
Cuz somewhere along the line all the decades align

We were the crashing whitecaps
On the ocean
And what lovely seaside holiday, away
A palm tree in Christmas lights
My emotion
Struck a sparkling tone like a xylophone
As we spent the day alone

A song that makes me smile, a song that makes you.

2009-05-05T05:50:00.000-07:00

You once bestowed upon me endless courage,
threw a heck of the road forward and led me ahead.
With hands raised, you drew in the air big hopes, big aspirations, big successes.
But you sprayed and dwindled it with a fling of dire water.

You pointed out to me the brightest, most brilliantly blazant star in the forlorn sky.
I smiled in absolute happiness, ignoring the shards of killjoy.
Yet you tirelessly trampled on everything, petering out wondrous possibiities.

Amazed at your capacity, I gladly release, relent.
You're just everyone's dream, the one with the ticket to conquer solitary.
The one twirling the golden key.

Are we good to go?
Ah. Throw that away, who needs those anyway?
I've got this.
This.

2009-05-03T07:31:00.001-07:00

Hello, I'm prepared for the worst tmr.
Whatever it may be.

2009-04-22T04:36:00.001-07:00

I'm sorry to see you sad.
Terribly, awfully sorry.
I'd just like you to cheer up alright, and not think of it.
None of it comes close.
Cheers.

Love,
Sis T.

2009-04-20T08:12:00.000-07:00

My 202th post. Happy no?

Didn't go to school today due to the persistenly high fever. (All my brain cells rupturing and disintegrating)
Waited for 3 hours for my turn to SEE the doctor.
I SAW him and was sent out in 3 mins.(note the ratio of time)

Gee. And I'm not too sure if I can make it for school tmr becos the thermometer said no.

Take care people, I heard the weather these days caused many to fall sick.

P.S: I feel floaty like a ghost after taking anti-biotics.

2009-04-19T02:42:00.000-07:00

I'm not sad people! Gosh.

Heh so anyway, am sick but I'm happy for idk what reason.
Cream on your nose!
Teehee.

2009-04-14T06:36:00.001-07:00

Its one of those times I get caught in a whirlwind of mixed emotions.
Everything gushes back faster than reality's call.
Sometimes, its hard to even look at those glaring numbers staring right back at your face.
Mistakes, mistakes and more mistakes leading to mishaps.
Incoherent blogging but I doubt anyone will read this.
I'd seriously love to play the game of monopoly.
To monopolise your thoughts and decide the latter.

Have I ever found you?
Or was it just me being deluded all these time.
Leave.

Enveloped, sealed and chopped with irrationality,
the glossy alabasters grew confused and erratic.
It hit the richter scale 10-1,
a strong, callous hand wrote a defeat of never.

I chanced a miracle.
The miracle being the past, past and past.

The never-ending struggle to live a life alive.
Mad stares, sneaky glances, indignant glares smeared over alleys and sidewalks, cleaving pavements and runways.

Crippled by gloom,
the wings of bashful hope felt a tight pull of pain, then crumble, crumble, gone.
I see I do not need wings.

Mulled, strode on, perceived by.
Polaroids of dirtdrains, romantic streetlights, stained with ugly guilt and low pity.
They seem to speak to me.

Revolutionary,
I envisioned soaring skyscrapers, glorified monuments with the painted winding road standing silently unpertubed.
I grew to stand as a label of obsessive, dysfunctional beings.

Nothingness, I just needed me.

2009-04-07T07:48:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MIhshI34RSc

My biggest laugh so far.

2009-03-29T01:07:00.000-07:00

Gruffed. Snarled-up. Narked.

A need for an indefinite blogging hiatus.
So be.

2009-03-17T05:40:00.001-07:00

For starters, I guess I really need to sort out my brain.
I can afford to falter at the last minute and drop the baton.
Tmrw's Orals and I don't want Tian to hail at me (hair frozen to the back)
And for the record, I'm questioning myself whether I'm seeing you the way I have been seeing you months back. Queer.

Am not studying yet, need a damn energizer to slap me awake ._.

2009-03-14T05:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I satisfied my cravings for ICe-cream (strawberry sorbet and black forest). : )
Today, I spent 3 wholesome hours educating my mum with bargaining skills she need for China.
Hahah.
Tommorow, I'm gonna say I love her and give her a recap on today's lesson. LAWL.

Life's pretty simple, to think of it.

2009-03-12T00:50:00.000-07:00

Vomit. 12.32. 2 fingers. A scream. Pints of ice-cream. Bubbles. Sophie Hannah's Hurting Distance. At last. Viva la vida. Cheong.

Things in my dream.
I can freaking sense the dysfunctional neurones, not connected at all.
Macaroon Frenzieeee acting up again.

2009-03-10T07:11:00.000-07:00

Everytime i scroll down in search of blogger.com, I've got loads of things I need to pour out to the world. But when I see the page appearing bit by bit, the train of thoughts seems to just vanish.-poof effect-
Man, but what I want to say now, is that I am thankful for the blogging mood and praying really hard I don't go bongbong in the coming weeks.
As the stress level escalates, I hope that I'd be the ever-optimistic-and-cheery Tracy I was (a long long long time back) and succeed my aim ulitmately.
Jesus, I've got hella' things I wanna do when life resumes to its optimum after O's.

Kite-flying, picnic-ing, shopping, baking, screaming, travelling, everything.
Life's good. (LG TAGLINE LAWL)

Despite many random images flashing across my low-count-of-activated-neurones-brain, I choose to dump all aside and set my mind for the greater. (:

Gotta keep tellin' myself that life's great, life's awesummm, life's my life - Tracy's Life! 8-)

2009-03-09T06:43:00.000-07:00

Look, I do not remember you, let alone know you.
It was so far back, so much so that I don't even recognize your name.
Don't make false statements about anything, because I really would like you to know that you've long vanished from my life. (reckon a good 5,6 years)
Do yourself good by telling yourself this friend here knows nothing about you, so just die ._.

Sounding evil but making every sense in the world. : )

2009-03-07T06:02:00.000-08:00

FACIAL = $$$ = PIMPLES = ): =>>>:( =STARING HARD AT THE MIRROR.

Outbreaks really rock, my face.

2009-03-04T04:00:00.000-08:00

Losing reality's grip, I inched my way through the crowd of unfamiliar faces. Above all, trying to reach for a destiny that peaked somewhere near nowhere. I've lost it.

F.O.C.U.S.
I.S
A.L.L
I.
N.E.E.D.

2009-03-02T04:02:00.000-08:00

I think I need a tranquilizer o.o
Period.

"Hey jock! Look how fast we're moving on. :)"
Just look.

2009-02-19T06:48:00.000-08:00

The tension headache's really getting on my nerves. >: (
Feel like just pulling out all my hair at the back of my head to let my brain breathe, goodness.
-Pounding, pounding-
Yes, so I came home early and didn't really rest much as the pain wouldn't sleep away.
And tommorow's school Thinking Day, and the day after Singapore's.
Gr8. Now I've got loads of things to think about with my wonderfully aching brain.
Think think think.
Awesummmmm.

2009-02-14T23:37:00.000-08:00

Hiiiiiii like finally I can say that to you! :)
Hahaha although i didn't log in to you, I checked you out a few times over the week.
So that means - I've broken the rule ):
Its alright, just goes to show how tempting you are. /:
Yes so lets start with the "rah-rah"s.
Basically nothing special really happened over the week (not that i remembered) and Vday was just like any other.
But the point is I gave flowersss! To 10 v v v v lucky people.
I dont really know but I guess SN's really cool in translating the whole event into some friendship day. Will miss SN's vday next year so )-;
Matzzz was shizzz. (totally got pwned plzxz.)
Just gonna resign to fate and face the music(bet it sounds horrible though).
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I'd really like to give you a tight slap if you ever ask another person to shut up, really.
Keeping quiet doesn't equate to ignorance, git.
Hope you'll kindly close your traps (urgent need to) before you get killed on the streets.
I'd be laughing by then, I'm serious.

2009-02-08T06:36:00.000-08:00

Dear blog/lappie/Internet,

I have made the decision to stop visiting you for a week and hope I can still be alive (or even livelier) without you. Thank you for the days you provided me with mails, fb, msn. I really must say that those times spent with you passed v v v v v v absolutely fast. But rest assured, when I'm back with you, I'd love you much more than now.

You'll be living at the corner of my glass table, happily with my sec 2/3 books. I'm sure you'll be stoning cuz you'd hate to communicate with them. However, that will make our next meeting a very extraordinary and memorable one. Bet'cha gonna' miss me sO0 MuCh )':

Having said that, I shall now bring you to your new home and you've just got to promise me one thing before I do so. One thing.

Can you let me just look at you, and not click or open you? Pleaseeee, you're too pretty my gosh.

With loads and tons of xoxo,

Tracy Superhero cum Owner of Superpink Lappie. ):
-Gives it a last tight squeeze-

2009-02-08T01:26:00.000-08:00

Heeehaw people. :)
Today was really droning cuz so much happenened in the week
Motivational Workshop wasn't all the motivating and psychotic crap thingy-ies but more of how to go about achieving it (winning stratgs, thinking).
Can I say that it has made me more aware that studying is crucial?
Yep, so it lasted 3 days that made me totally limp when I got home cuz it was like, forever ._.
Saturday was the last day of motivational workshop and I must say that the last segment was really heart-warming.
Students from every class grabbed the mike and spoke from their hearts, truly inspiring.
It really made me believe that Stnicks Bluebadge cohort '09 can make it, we can really go that far, that high. <3
Yep and it was Zoe's Birthday Party!
Went there in er. Black and Red (with the bus necklace LOL) with Jasmine (I dressed her up yoyoyo)
And it was really fun to have lost 90cts in a mere 15 mins. GR8.
Yesss so I left really early cuz i promised my dad so and thus, didnt manage to give Zoe a tight squeeze hahahaha, let alone pass her the present );
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOE, YOU ARE SO V NICE TO ME AND ILU <3

haha and today was with WIFEY!
Shan't really elaborate cuz there were embarrassing parts.
Not fruitful today but I reckon we can do better the next time.

I CAN ACHIEVE WHAT I WANT BECAUSE I AM TRACY.
peace out.

2009-02-04T03:07:00.000-08:00

JUST A DREAM - CARRIE UNDERWOOD

It was two weeks after the day she turned 18

All dressed in white, going to the church that night

She had his box of letters in the passenger seat

Sixpence in her shoe

Something borrowed, something blue

And when the church doors opened up wide

She put her veil down trying to hide the tears

Oh she just couldn't believe it

She heard the trumpets from the military band

And the flowers fell out of her hands

[Chorus] Baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go

I was counting on forever, now I'll never know

I can't even breathe

It's like I'm looking from a distance,

Standing in the background

Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now,

This can't be happening to me

This is just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray

Lord please lift his soul and heal this hurt

Then the congregation all stood up

And sang the saddest song that she ever heard

Then they handed her a folded up flag

And she held on to all she had left of him

Oh, and what could've been

And then guns rang one last shot

And it felt like a bullet in her heart

[Chorus] Baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go

I was counting on forever, now I'll never know

I can't even breathe

It's like I'm looking from a distance,

Standing in the background

Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now

This can't be happening to me

This is just a dream

[Chorus Reprise] Oh, baby, why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go

I was counting on forever, now I'll never know

Oh I'll never know It's like I'm looking from a distance,

Standing in the background

Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now

This can't be happening to me

This is just a dream

Oh, this is just a dream

Just a dream, (yeah, yeah)

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Perhaps the saddest song can paint the saddest picture with the saddest of words.

Many scribblings of deplore feels indefinitely true to all sense of the world

2009-02-03T00:44:00.000-08:00

Mortified.
Angsty.
Prodding steps on unfamiliarity.
I'd build on trust and faith, to see things through once again.
xxx

Thinking of you - Katy Perry makes you cry into the pillow.

2009-01-30T05:52:00.000-08:00

Guides was -INSERT BIG SMILE- today!
I mean, it wasn't as horrible as I thought it would've been afterall. :D
And I want to welcome the 2 Mynah Sec 1s: Elizabeth and Shihui (Didn't come today)
Yepppppp and I think Mynahssss are crazy :0
I got forced into eating orange slices peeled by dirty hands and even played with mochi during bonding session -.-
AHAHAHA and my thighs hurt badly now because of that stupid Worm game and 6 people sitting on me AT THE SAME TIME. My goodness.
Oh, and I suddenly had the motivation to do alot for Guides, and step 1 is to be an awesummm Patrol Leader, muahaha.
Dk how I'd go about doing that, but I'm gonna try. (:

Anw anw anw,

I'm Married!

oh yea'

2009-01-29T06:46:00.000-08:00

When I'm off blogging, it takes a long time to gain momentum.
And when I'm back, I have such a strong desire to blog.
My goodness.
Anw, it's time I reflected on how much I've contributed to my CCA and how I've grown from it.
Suddenly, it feels like we're gonna leave SN soon, and getting back O's, leaving each other and starting afresh like we did in Pri school.
And I can't bear to let things go.
I'd miss St Nicks, the canteen, classrooms esp the one that I'm in now cuzzzz its beautifully yellow, track and Sec 1 quad.
Tmr, will be the official day of accepting sec 1s into Mynah, and I'm really feeling abit jittery.
I need nice Sec 1s oh my oh my.
Mynahhhhh what. (:

I wish for time to stand still and for the heart to keep beating.

2009-01-28T18:11:00.000-08:00

Didn't know my blog even had viewership till I actually made a tagboard, lol.

Oh and I'm so glad that I'm over it. So v v v over it.
Nothing you do will make me change my brilliant mind yawwww
okay so yes, today=good day cos' there's no school=a day to sleep my ass off. (as great as it sounds)
I forgotten to add! This years angbao money has taken a slight dip compared to last year's, resulting in me having lesser reasons to shop. How awesummmmmm.

29 Jan 09, 01:30
"u just look in the newspaper, call friends, spy on, search the internet for the victim which is definitely what u did to get here because there's no way someone can discover a dead blog so easily"

WHAT(?!?!)
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2009-01-28T05:55:00.000-08:00

Me thinks this is no good.
Thy see signs of impending doom and sounding crisis.
Perhaps I need to grab a quick look into the future to check if I'm lying dead in a grand coffin, with flowers.

Did I mention I like Daffodils?

2009-01-26T21:53:00.001-08:00

I DON'T STALK. SO THAT MAKES ME A STALKER NOT.
(xxx)

And I added a tagboard thanks to some nice person.
Took me 2 mins (!!!) and I think its ugly ttm lol.
I wonder who will be the first to tag 0.0

2009-01-24T23:26:00.000-08:00

I do not have the time to blog now since I've still got loads of CNY stuffs yet to do, sooooo I'd do a v v v v v v v brief summary about the week.

Yes, so I ate very delicious macaroons (courtesy of felicia) which rocked big time and made me hyped up to fb longer LOLOL.
And errr if I'm not wrong, CNY celeb inclusive of the latter lessons, was a super tedious day, with which a stupid PE leader training that wasted my youth.
Okay, yesterday had BSC outing @ Sentosa which was rather fun lolol. And the fine sand was really soft and nice :) If it doesn't cost any pimples I would've just smack my whole face on it.
Yeah so the turnup wasn't that good, but it was funnn still, after hearing from some about the previous outing lol. I got tanner(!!!) when I'm already tan ttm -.- OH and my mama didn't scold me afterall, whoooooo. And did not mention anything about curfews or grounding -inserts big sigh of relief-Oh and I want to learn Sand Animation, it's too cool (hello, people think you're doing magic plz)

Yayyyyy and CNY is here = $$$ -BIG FAT HUGE SMILE-
I just love the sound of it.

2009-01-20T04:01:00.000-08:00

Too many words, too many feelings that I needed to express isn't coming out right at this moment. Ain't no loser if I say I can't,but at the same time the mess was done. Every muscle tightens when I think of it, and yet all that could be done was to bit the bullet and face it. It was these days you walked out on me that I feel the surge to confess my bad in the past. Maybe stirring emotions can turn grave when things start to fall apart. The promisng gestures of encouragement stayed etched in the mind, grasping strongly at the shoulders with a silent whisper of "Don't fall".

Blotches of pen ink seeped through the old graffed notebook, only to know that it has smudged not only the thousand words I wanted so badly to say to you, but the one thing I loved of you.

2009-01-19T04:49:00.001-08:00

Today was some shitty day I won't want a second today this year. /:
Yessssss my stomach was cramping like noone's business and I swear I think the amount of air I have inside was sufficient for making a human-size balloon.
God, at least 98547984cc I estimate (its only a gauge, who know its more than this)
And so I couldnt take it anymore.
Was contemplating whether to leave after E.geog test but decided to persist on (TLL could have killed me if she spoke another word).

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On a lighter note,

\ &&DADONGLOVELOVELOVE!___ ; says:
and why do you even say oh my hip?
\ &&DADONGLOVELOVELOVE!___ ; says:
HAHAHA HIPPIE
Ng Peng oh my hip. says:
my hip injured ma lol
Ng Peng oh my hip. says:
\ &&DADONGLOVELOVELOVE!___ ; says:
omg serious?!
\ &&DADONGLOVELOVELOVE!___ ; says:
hahahaha i thought you were trying to sound

Conclusion: Don't even try to fathom one's MSN pm, the truth is always far from reach. (ROFLMAO)

2009-01-17T20:32:00.000-08:00

It was the after effects of the icecream working up. :BI wasn't smiling at some hunks, mind you.

Hi world, meet my "new best friend", Joey the Siao.(!!!)

I woke up with the urge to kill ._.

And I suddenly remember those childhood days whereby you find half-eaten lollipops in the fridge and go "Who's one?" when it's actually yours. ):

For the record, I think I got scammed. Buying some crappy tee for 50bucks. If only it was 50 RMB, pfffts.

Okay, I need my dosage of icecream-in-a-small-purple-bowl-from-ikea now to keep my eyeballs working.

On a lighter note, I realize I can sleep wide-eyed. That shall be my current super ability. :)

2009-01-17T07:32:00.000-08:00

Kbox!
With another mike-hogger called Joey, my new best friend. HAHAHAHA.
yessssssssss so i didnt really rest much, so here I am suffering with a terrible throat that's gonna die if I ate just another scoop of ice cream. ):

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Family dinner ):
I dont know but I spent the whole time trying to sit properly and look energetic when I have the if-i-ate-another-piece-of-that-crap-i'll-puke-in-your-face look written all over. Grrrrr I have my reasons, my.

Quote of the day: Facebook rather than face books. (RAWR)

2009-01-16T05:52:00.000-08:00

Don't even bother looking at me (GROZX HAIR AND FACE), look at the cutie beside me *SCREAM* Anyone beat his cuteness? My.

I suffer from Paedophilic Tendencies, hope you won't mind.

Of all Meringue and Cream, I choose thisssss!

Its called Baked Mini Alaska.

In it, are small cute berrries, with a great globule of awesome(st) icecream and a cutely-flattened spongecake!

How yummy is that (!!!)

2009-01-15T06:50:00.000-08:00

BBQ was a blast! :D

Thanks to Sis, Siyun, Suwenn, Emily Chua, Choryi, Roxanne, Charlyne, Jiamei, Vanessa!

Loads of crappy shawts, laughter and happiness, most of all, yummy food. :)

Anw, the BBQ was a celeb for the seventeens on their successes in O's.

Really happy to hear them sharing with me their experiences before O's and after and I really hope I can walk in their footsteps!

Though i didn't study today due to the super hyper and fun and wuzzy BBQ, I promise to make time(as if) somehow for personal revisions.

Heh heh, noone will know what this means but anw, this is something I have on my sticky note for 14/1/08 because of something pissing and goofy.

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HYSTTC. (SUX 2 B U)

hawhawhaw. No number of guesses can lead you anywhere.

2009-01-12T03:11:00.000-08:00

I am not ready to accept things this way.
I miss BSC, and school today was an emotional bitch.
Didnt really listen during lessons due to the collection of CL O's.
And I swear, that I screwed it up so bad.
Now I am really faraway from my goal.
I see myself 6 years down the road flipping newspapers desperately just to find a simple job I can qualify for.
Nothing I'm doing now feels right.
Things don't make any sense.
Like one morning you wake up getting all jumpy and thrilled about learning things in school and the next leaving you crying there for a second chance.

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I was so happy that you've achieved 7 points.
But at the same time, afraid.
Afraid that when I don't make that mark this year, I'd be in your shadows, fighting really hard to get back what I once had that you once don't.
I need the strength, the will and most of all, myself.

2009-01-10T22:08:00.000-08:00

I am suffering from BSC withdrawal symptoms.
There were no shouts of "TRACY WAKE UP!!!! HURRY, WAKE UP LAH!!!" every morning at 6.45am.
There was noone asking me when I wake up "Eh, Tracy you wake up already ar? Your bangs!"
There was noone to fight with me for the toilet (contact lens wearing and sh*tting)
No more.
No more man tou chuan, you tiao, rou jia mo for breakfast.
No more "Eh shit, if we get caught by Mr Chia for being late again die alr!"
No more "I cannot take it alr ... I need my sleep!"
No more.
The hamster-smelling toilet's gone too. (tissue paper asking times, oh man)

Waking up today was hell. Sleeping yesterday was hell.
Nothing felt better than the bunks in our pink dorms.
The song "Built to Last" by Melee is playing in my head.
As the song plays, memory tapes rewind.
Everything about BSC starts coming back to me.

Sometimes, it's the happy thoughts that makes one feel sad.

2009-01-10T06:07:00.000-08:00

I'm speechless.
BSC has matured me in so many aspects that I can't bear to part with it.
This six weeks was really the time of my life, and I am really thankful that I have taken up the challenge to learn in Beijing.
Despite being in quite a dilemma, I've made it thus far and am really fortunate to have forged many friendships along the way.
Though BSC's over, I see many people bawling their eyes out, wanting to experience it all over again (I'm not exception).
The many great/awesome/rocking times that we've spent can last for eternity in our hearts, and I believe that we can all meet again somehow :)

To all BSC dec08-jan09 Batch : All the best in your future endeavours and do stay in contact! All the wayyyyyyy! :D

2009-01-07T02:59:00.000-08:00

Despite being far from Singapore, I feel really close to the things that happen back there.
Hearing all my friends being fearful of Sec 4, being stressed and determined to fight their guts out. Here I am, sitting in a cosy little classroom, using every minute to play hard, not knowing what to expect when i get back to Singapore.

At the same time, the news about Chinese O's are soon going to hit me hard. And this time, I really fear. Fear beyond words.

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Dear Lord,
I pray that I will be able to live up to my parents' expectations and ace the Paper.
Thankyou for constantly being there for me when I feel that times are way off and things don't go my way, because I believe that there'll be hope when there's faith.

Good Luck to all whose getting back the Chinese O's, we all can do it! :)

2009-01-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

Hello 2009! :B :B :B

Like hey ho, I'm living with the thinking that Sec 4 is sooooo very far away from my lulaland but *BAAM*

I'm a Sec 4, these 2 words right smack in front of me, pulling me so hard by the collar, forcing me to let reality sink slowly in.

So yep, still in Beijing, so we kind of cannot spend our countdown at Tiananmen due to the crazy human traffic, jamming the roads but not our festive moods.

We had our last meal at this place called "Fusion Omelet", which is teehee, damn it good!

Yessssss so we had loads of fun for countdown anw(!!!)

We went 'round shouting and lots of hugging and screaming were involved.

The crux : It was all done at the corridor of the dorm. (imagines someone's face)

So we were snapping our asses off with as many people as we can and i swear the high-0-meter could have burst if we weren't careful with the ecstasy dosage.

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However, some VIP came and we were all sent back to the room /:

But still, still, still.

New Year here is awesome!

People, presents, hugs, pictures and friendships held the pieces of BSC so strongly together there is nothing one can ask more for.

2008-12-25T21:01:00.000-08:00

Without much of time wasted, I've said Hi to Christmas (Happy Birthday Jesus!)

Despite feeling a little cranky at times, I must say that I've grown from a girl that just led life as if there's no tommorow, from a girl that gets everything and anything.

Time passes fast, but i guess that the spirit of joy fades even faster (I MISS YOU)

Tommorow's a new day, new beginning and I am glad that you've been there for me.

2008-12-01T17:45:00.000-08:00

HI PEOPLE! ( i dont think anyone's gonna read it but wthv, someone's gonna read this one day)

I'm in Beijing now (!!!)
Can't believe that i could actually make it there alive, but yeah, cheeerssssss
okay yeah so, I think the food is (insert anger and ultimate gross expression)
---

So I'm here, wearing the uniform and feeling v zzzzzz.
But the weather here's really good and i like the place in general.

CRUX K. CRUX.
I. TOOK. PICTURE. WITH. LIN. DAN. HEAR THAT. LIN. DAN. AND. HIS. GIRLFWENZX.

someone please feel like screaming.

2008-11-30T05:47:00.000-08:00

I'll be leaving beautiful Singapore in another 11 hours, ommaommaommagawd okay. K, its not like I've EVER praised Singapore but coming to think of it, this is a little, pretty cute dot that I have been spending my 15 years of awesome life in :) Singaporeeeee wo ai ni!

Beijing here i come ): Idk if this trip's gonna be FUN or RRRRR but I'll try to make the best outta' everything this whole 6 weeks (geez, i guess thats 42 days of mua(haha) lyfe) And I must not forget to thank my parents and some friends that have wished me well on this trip, I will come back with my normal English alright :B

I'LL MISS EVERIBAAAADI ONE :)

Here from me when I'm settled in Beijing, China, ciaooo :D

2008-11-21T16:58:00.001-08:00

Heeeehow people!
I guessed that everyone has abandoned my blog ever since i stopped blogging :/
HAHAHA. My fault kkk. But I really don't feel the need to blog sometimes?
AND AND I RLY HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT THE TAGBOARD COLOUR. (side-tracking)
For the record, I think I've spent v v v unwisely on a bag which is really erm, unwise. LOL.'
And i really am scared about the China Trip, I mean like 6 weeks?!
Kill me plzzzzzzz.

2008-11-18T02:21:00.000-08:00

Hahahahah this is really shocking but I've changed the blogskin :)
Now this is what i call being nice to everyone cause the previous blogskin really sucked.
Tsk so anyway, I hope I'll get the Tagboard soon? SOON.
I'm very happy to see a Toucan today, it's a prized bird fyi. LOL.

ciao! Y

2008-11-03T01:08:00.000-08:00

It's bullshit that if you put in the right spirit and effort, things will likely succeed or favour your way.
To tell the truth, life isn't that fair afterall.
Just for the record,
I guess that some dweebs-twits-nits and imbeciles just have things going their way.
You wouldn't succeed I guess. In the long run.

Go slab a chunk of peanut butter and jelly all over your face and scream and shout for some pain-in-the-ass to lick it up for you. Plz.

2008-07-03T04:42:00.000-07:00

I'm always blogging at the weirdest, tired-est, and most random time of all day, sheeeeeeeeeeesh.
okay, hello world, i have this certain urge to blog about what i have experienced since monday.
okay so yep, i felt refreshed after asking God for forgiveness and i would also like to say ... that i wont have to care about you. i will just choose to ignore you cos your face stinks. Alot. (You need 10000 bottles of Gatsby and noone's gna get it for you heeeeeee)
so i prayed to God and he answered by prayers!!! i was over the moon, the sky the universe, whatever it is.
:D and i would like to saaaaaaaaaay that my academics are dipping. ):
LORD SAVE ME, AMEN.
i am trying to mug like a semi-mugger for biology, squeezing the gut into the pits of my head and my memory glands are proving to work 10000000000000 times slower than normal. I NEED SPONGEBOBHEAD ): i shall go hug spongebob later to get some knowledge space in my minute microscopic brain :)

tmr tmr tmr tmr, i will be praying so hard for everything to come together as one. The end has to end, someday.

TRACY IS OFF TO GRAB AN AMOS COOKIE, AND HEADING FOR THE ^&$)%*&(^%) BIOLOGY BOOK.

2008-05-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

I found myself staring at memories all scattered on the ground.
I found myself picking those up, looking through and finding the piece that fits the picture(life).
and i realised how much i've missed out in life just by being doubtful.
15 years of eat-sleep-play life's gonna be over.
time to start working, Tracy!

I'm gonna prove to the world that i can handle this holiday and not complain like a naggo. ^^

Archie all the way yeah!
:D
Longer makes every teenage girls' heart go ... (melt)
teeheeeeeeeee ciao!

PS: I'm clueless about POP prezziezxzx. (inspiration please?)

2008-05-02T23:27:00.000-07:00

IM LIKE FWEAKING 3 DAYS LATE BUT WHTVR.
okay so the thing is: i am planning to withdraw from scotland camp as i felt totally insulted during the interview.
like .. HOW ARE YOU GOING TO TELL SCOTTISH HOW TO MAKE A ROTI PRATA?
this kinda question also can huhhhhh.
might as well just give them the youtube link of a prataman, rrrrrrrr.
3 pairs of eyes staring in your direction and asking you senselesss questions like "gimme one word to describe singapore?"
errrrrrrrrr SMALL.
blew my saturday off just like that, woahhhhhhhhhhhh. ):

2008-04-19T22:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD. I AM BACK TO TELL YOU THAT I AM REVIVING THE BLOG ON THE 1ST OF MAY.

she lovesssssssssssss./

2008-02-02T06:01:00.000-08:00

Jumping off a building isn't always a bad thing,
but during the seconds before landing you thought to yourself,
"Can i fly back up there?"
The great answer's No.

Sometimes/Everytime you wished someone to die, he/she never will.
So just pull that bulletproof plan outta' your head cos 99.999999999% of it just won't work.

2008-01-05T01:36:00.000-08:00

IF I LOOK SAD IN SCHOOL, I HOPE SOMEONE WOULD COME UP TO ME AND SHOUT "STOP EMO-ING."
COS IMMA LOZZZER IF I EMO, AND I ALLOW ANYONE TO TELL ME THAT COSSSSSSSSSSS.
IM WANNA BE HAPPIEEEEEZXZX EVERY MINUTE BEFORE I DIE.
LIFE IS TOO SHORT, TO HAVE HARD FEELING AND SADNESS.

2007-12-28T20:39:00.000-08:00

Heeee-air-loooo :D
i guess my blog's improving.
and i hope it will be better in 08!
i want a better year, of course with new year resolutions ...

-better results
-better attitude
-be a better girl so mummy wouldnt ground me again (!!!)
-study hard and be a nerd
-be happy everyday (OH YEAH!)
-help less fortunate people (its okay if you wna include more cip hrs)
-get the approval from dad and mummy to receive ____.
-ive been wanting a holiday job like. FOREVER.
-learn something new (instrument or something)
-learn to sms faster! (imma slowpok)
-LOVE MY CLASSSSSSSSSSSS!

i miss 07 cus' its been a great year, although it wasnt smooth-sailing. i mean like what more can i expect (;
I AM HAPPY THAT I CAN LOAD PICS WITH MY PHONE.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS.
i need the SD holder, however. x_x

"You've gotta remember me cus that's the way it should be"

2007-12-25T19:03:00.001-08:00

CLASSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ALLOCATIONNNNNNNNNNNN OMG!
OMG! OMG! OMG.
OH. MY. GOD.

2007-12-24T01:33:00.000-08:00

i guess i like the sounds of rain.
the lonely moon.
the clean, green field.
and on top of all,
peace.
i wish to laze on grasslands,
to enjoy every minute,
to take it all in,
and on top of all,
live life like there's no tommorrow.

"Dreams are fictitious, Reality never fails."

2007-12-23T23:15:00.000-08:00

I AM HAPPY.
TODAY, AT 14.17, I GOT MY K770I.
I FEEL HAPPY.
AND HAPPY.
AND HAPPY THAT CHRISTMASSSSSSSSS IS SO DARN NEAR NOW : D
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
"I WANT FROSTY TO MOOOOOOOOOVE!"

2007-12-23T00:22:00.000-08:00

Y'know what.
nothing is fair.
and im on the ill-fated side.
#@*$%*)&*(!
"tickkkkkkkkkk! My time's up."

i'm serious.

2007-12-19T00:39:00.000-08:00

heyho.
like finally i'm blogging and i must still say that i'm missing Eeeeeeeeeurope. /:
i dont want to grow older cus' 14's a great age, but i dont want more holidays cos i'm grounded. ):
ahah i'm sorry for mia-ing for so long, but i seriously have nothing that i can blog about during the holidaysssssssssssss.
i need a blog-motivator to help me continue blogging ( plus i sound tragic/dead when im online)
i have 3 reasons to be moody:
1) i'm grounded, heavily. for ... 2 months. wow. but im glad its gna be over.
2)i dont wna know class posting. i'm sure i'll be going to some *&^(&%^&*$ class.
3)i've not done anything substantial since school holidays started.

i think i'll just end off this post saying,
"I'm better off dead!"

2007-11-13T23:23:00.000-08:00

Crying out Love, In the Centre of the World.

2007-11-04T21:05:00.000-08:00

you are the music in me Y

2007-09-18T17:31:00.000-07:00

I like where we are,

When we drive,

In your car

I like where we are.... Here

Cause our lips,

Can touch

And our cheeks,

Can brush

Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one

The one that lies

Close to me

Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly

I fell in love, in love with you suddenly

Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

I like where you sleep,

When you sleep,

Next to me

I like where you sleep... here

Cause our lips,

Can touch

And our cheeks,can brush

Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one the one that lies close to me

Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly

I fell in love, in love with you suddenly

Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Our lips, can touch

Our lips, can touch...here

You are the one the one that lies close to me

Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly

I fell in love, in love with you suddenly

Now there's no place else I could be but here in your

You are the one the one that lies close to me

Whisper's hello I miss you miss you

I fell in love, in love with you suddenly

Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Here in your arms

Yyou're my soundtrack, love

2007-07-12T07:05:00.000-07:00

Marcus Cus Cus Crazy.
It's time i reflect more and less.
But I love Marcus Much Much Much Cus I'm Crazy over Marcus Cus Cus.
yadaaaaaaaaaa yadaaaaaaaa.
retain happiness, drown sadness.

2007-07-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

it goes on.
life do not stop to wait for me.
and there's a need to keep up with time's beat.
keep moving on.
perhaps this way, one day
the memories will be filled with no regrets.
and that i can tell my future not to worry. (:
the way i want to live life, from now.
and i mean it.

sih its not you're fault man! :D i still love you and your lian-ness, not you!

2007-06-26T05:33:00.000-07:00

things seemed to have came to a stop?
spin, world, spin.
times never too much for one to spend.

Get ready for collision.
Fang Da Tong's Ai Ai Ai <3
great song to hear when unhappy /:

ahhhhhhhh. its just reflection. nothing sad, but it sounds sad.
pfffffffffffts.
i dont like blogging about daily life that's why :P

2007-06-18T19:00:00.000-07:00

hopelessness.
leading life the wrong way.
what does life offer me in the first place?
okay, perhaps, its my fault.
nothing to do with life.
tons of regret scenes flashing.
i can't get to sleep.
sorry for emo-ness but there just isn't any other alternative to let me pour out hardcore feelings.

am i leading life the cartoon motion way?

2007-06-17T17:39:00.000-07:00

It passed by, just like that.
Red badge did a great job, a great job in being the best guides, to their best abilities.
What am I?
some idiot who doesn't do my work well, some idiot who can only bring others down together with me.
I did lousy for camp.
I can actually forget to bring the condiments.
I need to borrow.
Because I left it in Dad's car.
What next?
I didn't pitch the tent with full efficiency.
I did it at snail pace, I wasn't sure.
I even went up to complain, complain that i've never pitch this tent before and that i can never do it.
What is this.
I wasn't a good usher during campfire.
I didn't try to create any atmosphere whatsover.
I just stood like some mute, just answering their questions when they had one.
I wasn't prepared for the sec 4s to leave.
I feel helpless.
How am i to handle situations without them?

I must improve.
I must be more resilent.
I must learn not to comment and complain easily.
I must learn to control my temper.
I must do what I can do,
From now on.

whisper a little line or two, i miss you.

2007-04-30T05:05:00.000-07:00

rahhhhhhhhh. what jessica simpson lol. oh whatever.
this is dead blog.
okay, i will try to blog more, haha and today was napfa.
rawr i did like shit k.
nevermind, ohoh, after school went to drink bubble tea with brenda.
then ate oreo cheesecake with rachael teo, and she is gross i swear.
yikesssssssssssssssssssssssss.
okay, tmr's labour day whoots.
i need more time luh k.
pfffffffffts.

2007-04-03T07:15:00.000-07:00

wishing to be a happy kid ;
be out of homework;
energized without sleep;
sleep for 43050594 years;
eat choc like there's no tmr;
stresslesssssssss;
not facing certain stuffs in life;
being able to carefree.
Carefree ? It's getting harder now.

Give Me A Sweet Escape. (:

2007-03-30T19:26:00.000-07:00

What Goes Around, Comes Around

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?

You know I gave you the world

You had me in the palm of your hand

So why your love went away

I just can't seem to understand

Thought it was me and you babe

Me and you until the end

But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it

Don't want to talk about it

I'm just so sick about it

Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it

Feeling the blues about it

I just can't do without ya

Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?

Is this how we say goodbye?

Should've known better when you came around

That you were gonna make me cry

It's breaking my heart to watch you run around

'Cause I know that you're living a lie

That's okay baby '

cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed

You said that you were moving on now

And maybe I should do the same

Funny thing about that is

I was ready to give you my name

Thought it was me and you, babe

And now, it's all just a shame

And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it

Don't want to talk about it

I'm just so sick about it

Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it

Feeling the blues about it

I just can't do without ya

Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?

Is this how we say goodbye?

Should've known better when you came around

(should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)

That you were going to make me cry

Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around

'Cause I know that you're living a lie

That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around

Yeah;

What goes around comes around

You should know that

What goes around comes around

Yeah;

What goes around comes around

You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)

Don't want to talk about it

I'm just so sick about it

Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it

Feeling the blues about it (yeah)

I just can't do without ya

Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?

Is this how we say goodbye?

Should've known better when you came around

(should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)

That you were going to make me cry

Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around

'Cause I know that you're living a lie

But that's okay baby

'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone

And he never comes home

And every time you call him

All you get's a busy tone

I heard you found outThat he's doing to you

What you did to me

Ain't that the way it goes

You cheated girl

My heart bleeds girl

So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt

Just a classic caseA scenarioTale as old as time

Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody

To cure the lonely nights

You wish you had somebody

That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy

You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)

I thought I told ya, hey

(What goes around comes back around)

I thought I told ya, hey

(What goes around comes back around)

I thought I told ya, hey

(What goes around comes back around)

I thought I told ya, hey

See?You should've listened to me,

babyYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Because

(What goes around comes back around)

is this a parcel of pain and traumatism?

2007-03-26T21:44:00.000-07:00

todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
went to some mental home.
shock man, rawr there's this guy who called the dancers black eyed peas /:
gosh he bombard me with alot of questions, like hi-5, twins and even greenday.
hip right : X
he keep singing mayday song lol.
there was this molester too.
rawr poor leeshi. X.X
hmm, and there was this person who kept hitting his chest or smth?
scary luh, worst than watching horror films eh.
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
SEAH FETCH ME HOME : D
haha shuang, save my 100+ steps.

xD happy birthday horny cassandra!

i want to watch movie ):

2007-03-15T06:07:00.000-07:00

yep and am back at blogging again. (:
these whole week was practically spent in regina's house haha.
okay starting from today;
was the earliest to reach there for 3 consecutive days. (:
yeah so on my way there, a damn frigging old lady came to nudge me, hoping that i'll give up the seat next to me.
then she obstructed my way out k.
gahhh nvm.
i met ayu along the way lol.
and then i walked darn slowly luh.
then i saw this frantic person opposite the road.
it was yitong /:
no offence thoughhhhhhhhh
then later we slack and slack.
sherm and danica didn't come ):
so we did some work (credits to yt & reg)
and went on to eat pastaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (:
i ate damn alot k sorry.
but at least i didn't waste it.
sinful sauce and harmless noodles, evens it out? [:
so we ate loads of snacks, and felt really tired.
laugh alot too, and went crazy.
dumb reg can't find her camera batt, so we didn't camwhore /:
shucks and we didn't go out, cos' of curfewwwwwwwwwwwwww.
darn.
okay so we went home luh, then i persuaded brenda to take the same bus as me and apparently, it worked. (:
and i took an empty bus home, hooray : D

reg can't say WOOHOO, and sounds weird saying YAY.
yitong's red like lobster, and is ying and yang.
brenda, a 16 year old student, yeah righttttttttttttttt.

<3
find time, find energyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

2007-03-02T23:27:00.000-08:00

fadedddddddddd /
in many wayyyyyyyyyys .
life's such a fragile thingggggggggggggg .
you can lose it so easilyyyyyyyyy .
the perimeter of life restrictionnnnnnnnnnn .
hold on hardddddddddd .
things are gonna get betterrrrrrrr .

a runaway D:

2007-03-01T05:58:00.000-08:00

: D FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
AFTER 4740974347290575095845543 mega millions years i've decided to revive this dead blog.
today is the FIRST-OF-MARCH. (:
A START OF A NEW MONTH.
YES YES YES.
i promise more time to blog :D
many things happened during this period of deadness, but yeah, it's all still okay.
rather busy, but really try hard to manage time :X
gogogo for thrift :D
byeeeeeeeeeee (:
i promise a post tmr heh!

2007-02-10T17:50:00.000-08:00

haven't been blogging for a long long time yep.
didn't really feel much within this period of time :/
came to realise many things and wake up from wonderland?
changes, yes. it's all happening.
too many setbacks, too many failures.
am useless, i can see for myself.
i do not know whether to view this like before.
DANGGGGGGGG. i hate this.
okay it sounds depressing, it is.
nvm, so yep went to chinatown yesterday :D
and it was crowded with people and molesters(?)
haha, not too sure :/
oh there's this ~~fat~~ plump girl wearing tube top and mini skirt which looked simply ~~atrocious~~ scary heh heh.
but still, its quite tiring but still niceeeeee.
the pig decos were great!
went to peach garden at thomson plaza and saw liying eating at the table near mine :/
stunneddddddddd. haha she wore bright blue which was striking (:
gtg, byeeeeeeeeee (:
i shall tag people's blog nxt time okay ? :/ sorry!
too many things to do, too little time.
oh btw, MY <3 color="#ff0000">DADONG WILL NEVER DIE !

2007-02-02T18:50:00.000-08:00

I'M FREEE , FINALLY YEAH (:
YESYESYES I CAN USE THE COMPUTER AFTER LIKE, 2 WEEKS !
YEPS EVERYTHING THAT HAPPEN ALL THESE WHILE IS ABOUT THE SAME , SO THERES ONLY ONE OUTSTANDING INCDENT THAT I WNA TALK ABT !
AND THAT IS FAHRENHEITTTTTTTTTT ! <3
OKAY DADONG IS SUPER SHUAI , CUTE AND EVERYTHINGGGGGG .
HE STRIKED 3 POSES TO ME CANNNNNNNN (:
AND YALUNNNNNNN !
HE'S SO DARN CUTE, EXCLUDING THE COMPLEXION THINGY ):
OKAY AND WUZUNNNN, GOD.
HE LOOK SO MUCH BETTER IN REAL LIFE, REALLY REALLY HUGE EYES!
AND HE IS SUPER RESPONSIVE, SO I SOMEHOW CHANGE MY OPINION OF HIM AFTER THE QIAN CHANG HUI, ALTHOUGH I STILL LIKE DADONG !
YI RUUUUUUUU (: HE'S NOT BAD ACTUALLY, IN REAL LIFE I GUESS, VERY TALL !
yes , okay i didnt manage to take any pics of them ): which is a dissappointment :/
nvm, shall chope frm people soon !
HANA KIMI COMING TO CHANNEL U IN 12 DAYS!
oh yeah, changed my sitting place haha, so was kinda seperated frm brenda and the eating thingy.
rawr no more food frm wanlin and michelle :/
haha no more lame jokes frm brenda lee :/
no more odour ? okay shan't say (:
yeah and there was sec 1 orientation yesterday, and everything sort of turn out well i guess (:
but cheryl :/ shivered quite abit, rest well yeah !
MYNAHHHHH GOGOGOGO ! <3
FAHRENHEIT TOOOOOOO ! <3

2007-01-16T06:14:00.000-08:00

school's the same, and pan lao's INCREDIBLEEEEEEE : D
haha , am serious lah , she has x-ray eyes (:
okay , i tried my best to actually grab the tickets!
REALLY, OMGOSH FAHRENHEITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, DAMN HEARTBREAKING I TRIED TO GET THE FAHRENHEIT AIDAO TICKETTTTTTTTTTTTTTT):
I REALLY TRIED TRIED TIRED LIKE CRAZY!
AH I REALLY WANT THE TICKET.
FAHRENHEIT):
I'LL TRY REALLY HARD.
FOR FAHRENHEIT (:
sorry for not tagging often enough, shall tag on sat okay? (:
yes yes!
byeeeee : D

2007-01-08T02:55:00.000-08:00

HIGHHHHHHH NOW .
I DNO WHY .
but serious business, i really need to clear things up .
i don't want to keep dragging, make the decision soon TRACY ! (:
haha , okayokay .
picturesque time : D
haha okay nice right !
all thanks to brendy (:
okay yay :D
i agree with danica so muchhhhh man after reading her blog .
really, IDOLS MANIA NEVER FADES IN TRACY'S LIFE ! <3
THATS SO SO SO TRUE .
IDOL LOVING CAUSE ME TOO NOT STUDY PROPERLY :/
RAHHH ):
nevertheless i still love !
LEEHOM !
RAIN !
WANG DA DONG !
YAN YA LUN !
DERRICK !
LEON !
KONE !
JJ !
DARREN !
ADRIANO !
TANK !
S.H.E !
FAHRENHEIT (: !
EVONNE !
NAN QUAN MAMA !
AND ALOT !
HAHA , HIGHNESS COMES EASY NOW I FEEL ! <3

2007-01-03T04:15:00.000-08:00

2 PURITY , THE START ANEW CLASS (:
okay, so today's the start of school !
was quite reluctant about going back to school yeah ):
have gta wake up really really early , and start to study agn :/
rawr , but after all , it was alright (:
with really happy people like BREND! GWEN! KRIS! SHERM! YITONGTONGTONG! JOMAIN!
YAY : D
love all these unique, funny, weird, siao, happy, people (:
A NEW, NEW BEGINNING , A NEW, NEW CHAPTER OF HAPPY LIFE (:
tmr's going to be tired day :/
SLEEP EARLYYYYYYY (:

DADONG! STILL ROCK NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY HAHA : D

2006-12-29T22:50:00.000-08:00

DADONG !
DADONG !
DADONG !
DADONG !
DADONG !
<3<3<3<3>
mad :/

2006-12-27T21:21:00.000-08:00

class outing was sian at the first part :/
we've gta wait for a bowling alley for very longgggggg .
so we pondered abt whether or not to go ice-skating/movie etc .
haha , but at last we decided to stick to bowling, but went for lunch first (:
yessssssssss . huiqi bought the mag with FAHRENHEIT!
and i started to high (:
dadong's sooooooooo cute in the pic !
okay randommmmmmmmm :/
then after lunch yep we went for bowling, and we played 2 games (:
okay so bing le threw super hard as we all can see, but can't aim leh ):
cause my fingers were like so fat, i needed a 10pound ball :/
super heavy, but yep, that ball brought good luck to me (:
so huiyao and bing le started using that ball .
so soon after that, all my good luck was rubbed off by them ):
haha , superstitious [[[:
okay, saw some nhps gifted people there, and their socks were like .
WOW . (:
and they can miraculously bowl, another WOW (:
so bing le tried bowling and i dno what happen the ball actually flew backwards !
everyone were like super shocked and i bet you, loads wanted to laugh :X
ohoh , and thanks bing le and hui yao for the nachos ! :D
i think i ate alot sorry :/
and i lost to zhaozhi by 4 pts overall ):
sad lah, haha .
try harder next time :D
i'm suppose to watch deathnote today lahhhhhh ):
rawr D:

FAHRENHEIT ! <3<3
DADONGGGGGGGGGGGGLOVE_ !

2006-12-25T01:40:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ! <3
yeps hope everyone will enjoy this season (:
[ : went for pat outing and was superbbbbbbbbbb :D
except the para thingy lah ):
the rest was alright (:
i suck at bowling, admitted finally :]
ohoh, and went to watch night at the museum !
okay it was super cute haha :D
i've gained a tyre after movie :/
abstain frm snacks i guess haha .
OH !
AND DADONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG'S IN THIS MV !
GEI WO NI DE AI : D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnmCAA0BDAA
watch it !
dadong's so different in the mv haha (:
DADONG & WUZUN !
oh and recently, i find AARON YAN cute (:

FAHRENHEITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT LOVE <3

2006-12-22T13:28:00.000-08:00

DARREN'S IN AGAIN ! (:
OH YAY YAY YAY , YES YES YES !
he sang so well ! (:
jiayou, jiayou !
i'm sure you have a bright path ahead of you (:
FAREHNEITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT <3
AH HANAHANAKIMIMI EP 6 QUICK COME OUT NEHHHHHHH !
wah dying to watch lahhhhhhhh ):
WUZUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN !
WANG DONG CHENGGGGGGGGGG !
OMGOSH WDC IS DAMN CUTE IN HIS BLOG ! <3<3
okayokay, FARENHEIT MADNESS acting up agn :/

oh and toh, i have yet to slaughter you for making me call huilin, RAWR D:

2006-12-19T19:24:00.000-08:00

went out with wj, jia & ben yesterday to study, and we did!
the rain was huge and we were all late :/
but we managed to finish science, thank god!
i had my ear pierced too, and i swear its pain lols .
its much better today (:
then we went to jia's hse to get thumbdrive, ended up drinking milo and eating chocolates.
but milo goes well with choc yay :D
okay, so we made our way to wenj hse later on until 8.20 ?
as it was alr dark, jia and i took taxi home x)
and we waited darn long, cos all the taxis were unwilling to fetch us to amk :/
but luck was on our side when we changed the place we hail (:
lucky us, and we all reach home safely!
sound so compo :/
lols .
MYNAHHHHH PATROL OUTINGGGGGGGGGGG (:
I CAN GO!
YESYESYES :D

RANDOMMMMMMMMNESSSS }

2006-12-18T02:14:00.000-08:00

WUZUN wuzun WUZUN wuzun WUZUN wuzun WUZUN wuzun WUZUN wuzun WUZUN wuzun WUZUN wuzun WUZUN wuzun WUZUN wuzun WUZUN wuzun WUZEN wuzun WUZUN wuzun WUZUN wuzun WUZUN !
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
HANAHANAHANAKIMIMI ! HANAHANAHANA KIMIMI ! HANAHANAHANAKIMIMI ! HANAHANAHANA KIMIMI !

OKAY I WENT HIGH WHEN I THINK OF WUZUN AND HANA KIMI !
WANG DONG CHENG IS SUPER CUTE TOOOOOOOO <3
BUT I STILL LOVE LEEHOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM & RAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN !
YAY : D
I FELL FOR JIANG ZHI SHU TOO [ :
HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! ( :

2006-12-17T06:42:00.000-08:00

i've got to keep it for as long as i can , or i'm gonna be so dead :X
really hope that god can bless me ! :D
i'm really afraid, i know you'll find out sooner or later .
but please, i really am stucked now .
really confused, i can't let it out .
and i dno how long this can last .

went to eat at hanabi today and it was super !
yay i love eels (:
and went to taka later on, to get other stuffs (:
8 mre days , its the COUTDOWN !
<3

2006-12-13T19:14:00.000-08:00

my com's ~~gone~~spoilt .
rawr, and i have to use the laptop now :/
HANA KIMI D:
can't watch anymore lehhhhh, cos that person haven't load onto youtube :X
carribean (:
yes its a super nice condo haha, facing the sea [:

2006-12-10T23:16:00.000-08:00

yeah , let's backtrack today !
went to study with wenj and jia on friday (:
okay we went to splurge lah , go eat jacks place haha (:
[ : we did only abit of work , too much talking haha .
then on sat, went to animal shelter x)
was terrified , but it was alright overall (:
ohohoh , and for today, its PAPA'S BIRTHDAY (:
YESYES , MY FANTABULOUS DAD !
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:
thanks for your understading all there years , it must have been hard on you !
I LOVE YOU DAD ,
YOU'RE THE BEST ! <3

2006-12-08T06:43:00.000-08:00

) : DARREN'S OUT .

DAMNED .

2006-12-05T07:26:00.000-08:00

went for sana today [ :
haha made 4 new friends !
they're really nice people , always laughing [ :
my timezone card had a small bend at the side , the barcode couldn't be scanned :X
$4.95 down the drain laaaaaaaaaaaa ):
roleplayyyyyy !
haha , many of the finalists did well (:
congrats to huaichyn and simmie !
yeps they have done mynah and sngg proud by scoring duper well x)
received 2 letters today (:
better reply soon haha !
<3

2006-12-02T23:09:00.000-08:00

SO BORED BORED BORED BORED .
RAHHHHHHH .
TYPING IN CAPS TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE .
WASTED MY SUNDAY AWAY LAAAAAAAAAAA .
D :

2006-12-01T22:36:00.000-08:00

YOSHINOYA YOSHINOYA YOSHINOYA YOSHINOYA <3
i drink from pots [ :
LIBRARY LIBRARY LIBRARY LIBRARY <3
i'll gladly digest books, if i can [ :

RANDOMNESS! {

2006-11-28T18:33:00.000-08:00

[ : [ : [:
BACK FROM SWITZERLANDDDDDDDDD (:
okay that place was SUPERRRRRRRRR : D
was really great and the weather rocked !
we went up to the top of Europe : Jungfraujoch !
and then to the top of Luzern : Mount Titilis !
both rocked equally can !
the iceflyer was superb !
the cable was like OMG .
went all the way up la !
ohoh , and they have a lot of shops there ! ALOT .
yes yes, bought loads of stuffs too !
a really happy and enjoyable trip !
CHOCOLATE FOUNDUE, MEAT FONDUE AND APPENZELLER CHEESE FONDUE <3
[[:
heard that camp was really really fun for everyone ! ((:
and that neuwerk got some hardworking award or something ?
YAY : D
neuwerk rocks anyway x)
RANDOMMMMMM [ :

2006-11-19T06:23:00.000-08:00

i'm going to miss a hell lot of people !
thanks for the well wishes [ :
hope you people will enjoy camp/holidays !
BYE AND I'LL MISS YOU ALL TRUCKLOADS <3

2006-11-13T05:08:00.000-08:00

CONCLUSION (:
TIE TIE TIE KNOTS ;
ARE BETTER THAN
UNTIE UNTIE UNTIE KNOTS .
: D
i'm made a total fool out of myself trying to be LOMEO x)
RAWR D :
congrats to RACHEL AND SARAH (: - the DRAMA-MAMAS !
precamp tmr and i still can't find the triangular bandage ):
hope that precamp's FUN like Gateway !

JAMAICAN FAREWELL'S SWEET !
: X so random .

2006-11-11T05:46:00.000-08:00

: D
HAH (:
& i'm loving pretzels ;
choc marshmallows' my ecstasy ;
i've found something that made me high !
PEPPER LUNCH !

2006-11-07T06:45:00.000-08:00

I WNA A CHANGE IN BLOGSKINNNN ):
AND ITS SO GETTING ON MY NERVES WHEN I THINK ABT WHAT I WANT .
RAWRRRRRRR D :
I WNA EAT TOBLERONE ;
I WNA GO ARCADING ;
I WNA FORGET SAD STUFFS ;
I WNA WATCH MOVIE AND EAT POPCORN ;
I WNA GET ON A JETPLANE RIGHT NOW ;
I WNA SLEEEEP ;
I WNA SHOP ;
I WNA REVERSE TIME ;
I WNA SHOUT TO THE WORLD ;
I WNA PLAY LIKE MAD ;
I WNA CATCH FRISBEES ;
I WNA SMASH AN EGGYOLK ;
I WNA SEE LIFE IN A NUNNERY ;
I WNA LAUGH AT A LAME JOKE ;
I WNA SHOUT 'HI' TO RANDOMS ;
I WNA MUNCH ON MACADEMIAS ;
I WNA BULD A BRIDGE ;
I WNA SCRATCH MY BACK ;
I WNA BOMB MY FRIDGE ;
I WNA SPOIL USE MY SPOILED OVEN ;
I WNA VENT ;
I WNA PULL OUT ALL MY HAIR .

HOHO ,
X)

2006-11-03T23:37:00.000-08:00

i've turn chao tarrrrrrr !
i didn't put sun tan lotion thats why !
but nevertheless it was still so fun ! : D
thanks 1 grace , for making my day (3/1o/o6)
i love the sea !
thou it was really really salt and full of algae rocks, along with seaweed !
ahh . and my nail cracked x(
awful !
reached home at 7.30 ?
tired but happy !
i'm so sunburnt nowwwwwww ):
ah well ! it was still worth (:

2006-11-01T05:07:00.000-08:00

went out with gwyneth today due to over-sianness .
x) we went to the LIBRARY !
that sounded so wrong D:
so we borrow 3 books and went off to j8 .
just to try that DONG-MACHINE (assorted version)
i've gotten a really ugly head that worth 3 bucks -.-
wasted ):
so we went to the arcade later , and played the drum and basketball !
haha . the drumset rocks : D
later, we went to drink bubble tea (:
and with the intuition-al walk, we reached gwyneth's house .
my dad sounded angry about fetching me cause i do not know how to tell him her house address ):
i didn't cheat your feelings afterall : D

tmr going to VIVO CITY : D
can't wait !